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Hello, my name is Judas Gutenberg and this is my blaag (pronounced as you would the vomit noise "hyroop-bleuach").
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seduced Saturday, October 4 1997
oagie, my dear old mother, hung out with me briefly at work, corresponding via email with one of my cousins who is currently in Pakistan. Hoagie wants to have "the internet" at her place back in Staunton. I suggested she get a newer Macintosh (the one she's using right now is a Mac IIsi whose clock I increased to 25 MHz). I don't know how I'd feel about instant feedback from my mum on my musings. I like the current condition, where she's imprisoned in the cage of an information stone age, getting tossed whatever bits of technology I deem appropriate through the thick iron bars. Jessika wrote to tell me that my musings are a "million times better" than they used to be and, "it's like your dissecting your brain and taking pictures to show us all." That made me very happy.
watched a DRI videotape with Monster Boy after I got off work. I love DRI: fast righteous beefy metal guitar and lyrics about hypodermic needles accidentally unearthed by the tender hands of children in playground sandboxes.
Later on, I was hanging out with Monster Boy and Deya, again watching the DRI videotape. Later I played the acoustic parts of my Neil Young Live Rust album and discussed its nostalgia with Deya. It wasn't just nostalgic because I've heard it before; it is somehow inherently nostalgic in a way that only Neil Young can achieve. I was feeling increasingly sleepy, so I gradually lay down and fell asleep right there on the couch. When I awoke, there was an odd mix of people hanging out: a blond guy with muttonchop sideburns named Doug who I was hanging out with us the other day, a long haired demonic-looking dude who occasionally showed up at Big Fun to play drums, and perhaps others, along with Sarah Kleiner, the well-scrubbed angelic daughter of junk-artist A. Faith. Sarah Kleiner is here to visit Deya when she comes, though she also is good friends with Matthew Hart. As you may recall, earlier this summer Leah caught Matthew and Sarah being friendly together in bed and punished him with a serious bite to the forehead.
t around 11pm, I convinced to Deya that she and I should go see the Curious Digit tonight at the Tokyo Rose. The Digit were to be having a CD release party, and the evening was full of promise. So we left two strangers hanging out in our house and drove off to the Tokyo Rose. A Richmond band known as Drunk was about to start playing when we arrived. Drunk is a slow, meloncholy band whose outstanding feature is an accordion player with "antenna," two spikes on either side of his head. I and everybody I know has independently named him "antenna boy." I had pleasant interactions mostly with blond girls:
Rory was being sort of a jerk to me. It wasn't too bad, but it just seemed to confirm the ill feelings I have about him. He'd go from being friendly to snatching money from me as I handed it to the shaven-headed female bartender. He kind of reminded me of Wonderboy Neek. I just wanted to hit him; but it all felt like chewing the same piece of gum for a whole month while lying in concrete pipes in a recurring dream that I used to have. Matthew saw one of our interactions and told Rory to fuck off. Like many people, I had trouble knowing what to do with Leah. Once when I accidentally acknowledged her existence, I gave her a slow, surreal Blue Velvetesque wave, and she said, "Oh, I see, that's all I get." What could I say but "yeah..."? She later complained to an unsympathetic Matthew, "Nobody will look me in the eye. I didn't do anything to them!" To which he either said or thought, "Maybe that's because what you did has given them some insight into your character."
Dancing to the Curious Digit with the old Dynashack crowd was a lot of fun. The Digit boys have been practicing, and they've tightened up. In return, we were a good happy audience, those of us without other issues.
fter the show, Deya drove me to the after-show party on Wertland Street, at the house where most of the former Dynashackians now live. A keg of beer was going strong.
But on a few occasions I'll be at a party and a girl, a complete stranger, will be struck by my appearance from across the room and zero in on me. She won't know anything about my art, my writing, my web pages, my Dodge Dart, my marathon running grandfather, my NASA scientist/eco-radical father, my lunatic brother, my mother and her horses. She'll just see my face and that's enough. It's wonderful when it happens, but it has such a potential for disappointment, both for me and for her. It's the complete opposite of the path my musings readers have taken into my intimacy, from the inside out.
Despite the fact that she was so drunk, almost incoherently so, there was something about her spunkiness that I was liking a lot. I decided we should escape from the party. She liked that idea, and wanted to go out a window, but her solution was to claw the screen out with her fingernails. I thought it might be better if we just went out the front door.
As we staggered together down Wertland Street, she would occasionally walk up to random cars and try to get in, insisting each was her car. She'd try all the doors and then look for her keys, which she'd already lost a long time ago. Not knowing where she lived, I guided her back to Kappa Mutha Fucka. She fell down in the street a few times, and started limping pretty badly after one such fall. Her dress was torn, she was bleeding. She was a real mess. She slept with me in my bed, though we did not actually have sex.
Get a sense of what I was like exactly eight years ago and one year ago today.
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