I was trying to find my bank deposit book this morning with no luck. I need it to deposit a large check or else I'll have to cash it. The bank used to issue deposit slips with or without a book, but now they're all hard nosed. They don't want my money. Maybe I'll just open an account somewhere else. That's what my mother would do. But she's hard core.

I noticed that while looking at my face in the mirror today that my crows feet appear to have completely disappeared. I found myself thinking that I haven't looked so young in a long time. And now I don't even have zits.

I went to Dr. Ho's Burritos, a new burrito stand on Elliewood (not to be confused with Two Moons, which will open only a block away at the site of the old Rising Sun Bakery on 14th Street). I ordered the Thai Burrito (it has some funky name like "Sexy Oriental Girl Surprise"). Back at the Dybnashack I devoured it whilst watching teevee. The burrito contained beanut butter, rice, shrimp, and cocoanuts. It was very good, but it should have been spicier. That's too much to ask for in the United States where blandness is virtue, this I know.

I attempted to sleep but failed in the attempt. Polvo was sounding like Chinese music to me and this annoyed me.

I drove the Dart out to the Downtown Mall and hit the Mudhouse briefly. The coffee was good, but the firtive eye contact was pathetic.

Out at the Pantops Shopping Center, I bought ramen and canned soup for the upcoming work week. Then I bought rubber cement at the nearby Revco. The overworked Revco counter lady forgot to remove a security tag from a customer's purchase and the alarm went off. She chased after the customer with remarkable acceleration as she was no doubt trained to do. I couldn't help but notice that her countenace was unlike any one sees in the University District. Pantops is the center of poor white trash Charlottesville, and it shows in the faces of the people who work and shop there. A diet of white bread and twinkies starts the aging process at age 13. Imbreeding causes anomalies in bone structure that are at times cause for staring.

In the evening I had another one of those remarkably good conversations with Elizabeth and Andrew, and to a lesser extent Penley. The topics were wide ranging, but they consistently drew back to the unspoken theme of our superiourity over mere mortals (much like similar conversations between Jessika, Sara and myself during the early days of Big Fun). We discussed for example:

• Andrew is fairly sure he wants to be well regarded by people. To this I responded that you can't please all people. What pleases most people isn't likely to please Morgan Anarchy for example. Elizabeth says she is kind to most people too...to find out what their deal is. I said that my first impressions with most people suck, but that I get worthy friends in the end (sometimes only to ultimately lose them in dramatic altercations).

• People who respect us more than we respect them we often befriend and then shamelessly exploit. This is in all likelihood a subconscious process.

• America leads the world in creativity, and in the production of software (anything that can be transmitted electronically or stored on magnetic tape).

• Japan is good at technology but lousey at creativity. They are a nation of conformists and it destroys the spirit necessary for art. All Japanese bands are novelty rip-off of American ideas.

• Andrew's idea: America is a land of solo artistic heroes: Elvis, Madonna, Michæl Jackson, Bob Dylan, Jackson Pollack. My spin on this: it's part of the cowboy mystique that is so accepted in this country. (In saying this I felt like I was giving a bullshit answer on a college exam, but I still think its valid).

• Britain is a nation of extreme creativity given its population. Andrew's idea: they are a nation of great creative teams (i.e. the Beatles). My idea: the Dole (British Welfare) supports people who, in their boredom, become enormously creative.

• Black Americans contribute surprisingly large amounts to American music. Perhaps its from the pain of poverty.

• America and Britain are in a feedback loop of progress when it comes to musical culture. (I tried to cite an example with the evolution of heavy metal but I sort of lost track of my argument).

• Most people in America are not as intelligent as we who live in college communities. For the most part though we have been isolated from the ignorance since high school. But there are times (my trip to Pantops today) when we are reminded of that other world.

• Growing up in an under-priviledged family is a curse that passes itself on to the next generation. What kind of wisdom can a sixteen year old mother impart to her child? What kind of financial resources can she muster for her child's well being. What kind of vocabulary can such a child have?

• Most college kids listen to classic rock and constitute a musical ignoranti. Not us in the Dynashack, however. We all have our specialties in different fields, but all of us are both significantly out of the main stream and well informed.

• Elizabeth says she probably has nothing in common with 80% of UVA students and would rather have nothing to do with the incompatible majority there.

I dreamed about housemate Elizabeth during my pre-work nap. I dreamed that she had an unusally good rapport with an old boyfriend and his new girlfriend. In the dream, she was chatting casually with them across the room while the couple had sex beneath the covers of a bed in a shady corner of the room. At some point in the conversation Elizabeth turned to me and said "They're having sex with somebody" meaning "They're having sex with each other" (and no, she doesn't talk like this in real life).

On my way to work, at Dead Man's Curve on Wertland, I came upon a heated verbal argument going down between Mark and Mike, punk rock regulars at the horrid crash pad. Josh Smith and Josh Mustin were both there, urging calm. I thought maybe somebody had fucked somebodys girlfriend, but the argument was instead about an article of drug paraphernalia.

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